sunday march 23

a week after getting back from Atlanta, and I'm still exhausted.  Sky's been sick all week.  I'm so anxious about money, i feel like i can't breathe.  God, I'm just tired.

Tuesday, march 18

Drove back from the Atlanta show yesterday with my friend Carm.  The show was okay, not great, and I think I'm finally coming to a realization that trying to talk people into walking on art is just like butting my head against a big brick wall.

Can I re-invent myself at this point?

keep tuned in

Sunday

I've been thinking a lot about loss today, and change, and how hard it is to really look at ourselves.  

I think a lot about picking up pebbles, and who I've been, and how I can be a better person.  I know I can't change who I've been, or what I've done, but like a pebble i've picked up on a long walk, I hope I can take these thoughts out of myself (like the pebble in my pocket) and turn them over and examine them and just try to do it better the next time.  I don't want to throw that pebble away, but to examine it occasionally so that in remembering where I've been, I might go forward.

monday, 3/3

I'm just starting this today.  i've been working on my webpage all day, and it's been driving me crazy!!!!!

Getting ready to head down to the Atlanta ACC.